CYCLE OF ABUSE

by SURVIVAL METHOD

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THANK YOU TEXAS HARDCORE

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released May 7, 2014

RECORDED / MIXED / MASTERED BY RYAN RICHIE AT POLAR PIG STUDIOS
ARTWORK BY BRENDEN GREEN

Rare Bear Records - 025

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Track Name: CYCLE OF ABUSE
Never had a chance to say what's on my mind
always cut off and hardly given the time
pushed to the brink and i'm close to the edge
i'm filled with fear of what I've never said

someone help me before i do something i can't control
fighting these evil voices that exist in the pit of my soul

every single i'm ignore by those I've looked up to
never felt so alone

feel so alone
so alone

you said you cared but you lied to my face

for the last time
something i can't erase
your half crooked smile burns in my brain
if i said it once that's enough to sink in
i'm not repeating myself this cycle has to end

it's eating at me
constantly haunting my dreams

faked and pushed around now it's clear the overwhelming hate I

FEEL!

so confused
what's the truth
spiraling down

HANDS!

around my neck
gripping my breath
i'm giving up

you try to pretend but you just don't want to hear it
Track Name: TICKING HAND
Only conscious for a second
before i realize it's all a nightmare
my head is spinning this sweat is pouring
i believed my true fear had manifested

the thought of losing you is the worst possibility
day by day i keep it inside
can't bear these visions i'm presented
losing sleep over this infection

time is fading out
and i feel disconnected
from the only thing
i find hope in
tried to slip away
but i'm being pulled under
i'll never let go
and i'm fighting for my life

my grief hits heavy wanting to be in the same place
choked up saying this because i know you feel it
beg for another chance but going the same pace
try to comprehend what we've both been through

who's pulling the strings behind the curtain
something against me is the only certain
what i would give to be by your side
a swaying clock just keeps me hypnotized

i gaze at these memories every sheer moment
waiting for these apparitions to end this torment

END MY TORMENT!

I'M SO SORRY!

this pattern never ends
and i feel disconnected
need to find a way out
and i'm being pulled under
if i still can
only time will tell
as i suffer in this hell

IN THIS HELL!
Track Name: CONSUMED
This place has never brought me happiness
so paranoid of collateral damage
constantly eroding a hostage to time
first morality goes and then it's your life

passing by without a blink
life as we know it is becoming extinct
the hourglass turns without a pause
a power struggle has taken it's course
false premonitions of a perfect world
naive ambitions created from birth
the only outcome is total deletion
one turn of the key can't hold the weight of depression

reclaimed peace of mother nature
diluted mentalities upon the alter
crippled ending stemmed from views
blind population lead by a tyrant rule

RULE!

letting our fate slip through the cracks
a quick decline and too late to react
watching my back with no one to trust
just a matter of time until i'm reduced to dust


this place has never brought me happiness
so paranoid of collateral damage
slowly eroding a hostage to time
first morality goes and then it's your life

passing by without a blink
life as we know it is becoming extinct
the hourglass turns without pause
power struggle has taken its course